The Tough Terrain Marathon
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I think if I were to enter a competition for the toughest terrain marathon… I could have won! Haha… I had been to the beach attending patients 3 times during my 2 day shifts… One was at Changi Sailing Club Beach… and the other 2 was at Pasir Ris Beach…
Damn! I had to push the already heavy stretcher to the scene… and carry an additional load of the patient’s weight!!!
Like OMG!
But the toughest challenge has yet to come… I had to walk on all kinds of terrain to get to the scene… an uneven pavement… grass field… sand… downhill… and uphill!(which was the worst lah!)
Luckily my STRONG hands didn’t give way to me… hehe
Or else, I would have dropped the patient and let him roll down the slope!
Haha…
Anyways… Me and Diana still have the luxurious time of cam-whoring at the Fire Post…
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At Pasir Ris Fire Post
So the mentels!!
Dee can’t live without her handphone and Nutrisoy
A rare find of GARLIC CHILLIS here…
Happy Chinese New Year!!
Wishing All A Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Cheow Chin Cheow
update…
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Haven’t been to the gym for the past 3 weeks… and I’m feeling rather lethargic lately… man… gotta buck up… I’m gaining weight now… major additional fats on me… like 5kg more… woohoo!
I lacked discipline nowadays… wanted to go jogging but lazy… wanted to do weight training but lazy… the only exercise I did was walking a distance of approximately 1km to and from work… which doesn’t help at all… coz I would eat more and more at home… haha…
Anyways, gonna go bowling with my TRU peeps… Woohoo!
Cheow Chin Cheow
In the present
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Here are some pictures that I took around my granma’s neighbourood…
Places where I usually go to and have fun with my uncles’, siblings, and cuzzie’s…
Gosh…
Time runs so fast you didn’t even realize it…
The places just bring back good old memories…
But everything has changed now…
It was never like the old times…
Playgrounds change…
Places to eat have changed…
Everything has undergone an upgrade…
How I wish I could turn back time…
Cheow Chin Cheow
day 4…
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I feel like crying…
I miss my mom so much…
Wonder she’s doing right now…
Getting weaker I guess… haiz…
So sorry mom…
I promise I’ll be back soon…
I didn’t know things would get even more complicated with me running away…
Even though I had expected it…
I never thought it would be this bad…L
Anyways, living at my granma’s is ok…
I’m getting used to it already…
But I really miss my bed so much… haha.
Can’t help it…
And I’m deprived of internet down there…
So the only time I can use the internet is when I’m at work…
Like now… huhu
Cheow Chin Cheow
Finding peace elsewhere…
Friday, January 2, 2009
This is my first day staying away from my family…
No internet, no computer… haiz..
I feel so sad and missed…
I guess it’s the family connection… 
But! I’ll try to find peace there…
Hopefully…
And I think I’ll keep a diary of my stay there…
Taking pictures of my childhood days…
Bring back fond memories… aaaahhh…
It has been a hard time for me lately…
Being on a hell of roller coaster ride…
I seriously never thought of taking such a drastic measure like this before..
I mean I AM afterall a naughty child…
Have been running away from home when I was just 7…haha.. hell yeah!
You people must have thought how bad a son I am to my parents…
Well, this is me…
However, I don’t go bullying them around…
I’ve been TOLERANT enough with them..
I don’t go against them… just…
Sitting quietly while being given a hearing…
“I guess I can’t be a good son that you want me to be… I’m so sorry… I pray for your good health and patience…”
Cheow Chin Cheow
I’m leaving…
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I feel like running away from home…
I think I should…
I feel so stressed living my family…
It’s not them that I’m stressed with…
They love me…
And I love them too…
In fact, so much…
(to the point that I can’t live the way they want me to be)
I can’t be pious…
It’s a good thing that I DON’T smoke, take drugs, drink, or even club!
I just want to be free…
You have to understand…
I’m 21 and reaching 22 soon…
I JUST NEED YOU TO KNOW THIS…
I don’t like to be treated like a kid…
I don’t need a curfew…
I’ll feel embarrassed if I told my friend that I’ve a curfew…
Don’t compare me to my sis or your friends who have pious sons…
I’m not like them…
I’m your son…
Accept that…
I’m depressed, stressed…
Stressed with my life…
I feel so lonely…
I’m confused when having a relationship…
I contacted you because I wanted to be with you…(you know if you’re the one)
But I just feel that there is something else that’s bothering me…
I know you have someone in your life too…
And I don’t want to make it difficult for you…
So, I think let’s put an end to it…
Even if you know if this is not meant to happen…
GOSH! I feel like a pathetic PSYCHO!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!
WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME????!!!!
Noentheless, nobody knows coz I always portray a confident and happy young man…
However, those who are very close to me noticed something different in me…
I’m getting forgetful lately…
I daydreamed a lot.. and I mean a lot!
I became clumsier…
People’s life became more dangerous…
(sorry Kak Z because of that incident…)
ALL BECAUSE OF ME!
So, for the time being, I guess I’ll be staying somewhere where I can revive back my childhood days…
Where there’s no stress…
Where there’s no internet…(Gosh! how am I gonna survive that?haha)
I want to ease my mind for a while…
Hopefully I’ll be back when my heart and mind is at peace…
Goodbye mom and dad…
Love you lots…
Gosh, I’m crying right now.. haha..
ok… bye people…:)
Cheow Chin Cheow
(so now you know how pathetic my life is..)
The Drinking Case
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
I hate it when going out to drunken cases…
For example last night…
I was kicked by a drunkard!
Fuck la!
Luckily I kept my cool…
Cheow Chin Cheow
My first CPR attempt…
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
I had my first collapse case today… and that means that I had my first CPR attempt on an unconscious person… I was nervous but tried to calm down… but as always, I was slow… haha… lucky enough I wasn’t scolded by my paramedic… I guess he understood that this was my very first case of an unconscious patient…
When we arrived at the scene, the KID! Yes… it’s a kid… A 12 year old boy… I know… Sad isn’t it? He drowned and was later brought to ground by helpers… Anyways, he was already foaming in his mouth… and I quickly prepared my stuff for my paramedic… but I was all over the place…I was in a mess… So, I carefully hear for my instructions and proceeded on to doing my things…
Adrenaline was rushing through my veins as I prepared the necessary items… we’re talking about saving a life here… everything needs to be ‘chop chop’ (fast)! My paramedic was bugging me with the same questions… “Are you ready?? Hurry up! We got no time!”
I quickened my hands doing the preparations… once done, I proceeded on to doing my CPR… I was careful enough not to pump too hard as I was afraid of breaking his ribs… urgh… I continuously did CPR on the boy throughout the journey to the hospital, hoping that he would wake up… however, it was to no avail…when we reached the hospital though, the scene became more chaotic… nurses and doctors tried their best to revive the boy as I handed over the boy to them… they tried…But…
He didn’t make it…L
Cheow Chin Cheow
Mockery doesn’t make people go places…
Friday, December 26, 2008
I am just plain grumpy right now…I don’t like it when people told me to be pious in a discreet manner where I myself am not ready to be one… especially when it comes from the very mouth of my own blood! Fuck la! I hate it when you love showing how well versed you are in our religion…
“IF YOU WANT ME TO BE AS PIOUS AS YOU ARE, THEN TELL ME NICELY! DON’T MOCK AT MY CREDIBILITY…”
Learn how the prophet preaches to his fellow brothers, and then you can tell me why I should be as pious as you… I’m not that opened to this kind of stuff yet… so it’s your duty to tell me nicely… then perhaps I could turn over… not by mocking! It certainly would not move me a single bit… further away, then I would agree… I’m your own blood flesh mind you… so be gentle if you don’t want to lose me… L
AND THIS FACEBOOK IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION! FUCK LA!
Cheow Chin Cheow
Merry Christmas!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
I’ve been long gone in this blogging world… rested more than enough already… so now… I’m back! So to start afresh, here’s a little something for all the people celebrating Christmas… Merry Christmas to you all!
Cheow Chin Cheow
